The strong silent type

Hi everyone,

Right now I feel pretty bad. I am living my life at a pace that is killing me. I am showing no obedience to spending time with God, and I am doing really bad in school.

Now, some of you know me as the guys who says "I did so bad on that test", then a week later goes "tee, hee, hee... I got an A-, how un-expected".

Well, in the last 2 days I got two mid-terms back. The first mark: 9/20 (45%). I am not used to failing... this feels pretty bad. Second mark: 31/100. Yikes!!! That is worse than the first one. Even though I am slightly more used to failing now, it still feels bad. Just so you all know, I felt quite confident after both exams. I thgough I would pull off between 60-90% for both of them. I was wrong.

So I feel really bad. I am discouraged about school.
But life is good. I have food, house, friends, and God is using me to further his kingdom!